Saturday, September 18, 2010

Camp Rock 2 The final jam

Ever since I heard of Camp Rock 2 I`ve wanted to see it, and yesterday I was finlly able to watch it. And I love it. I think it´s better than Camp Rock, and I love the songs. I´ve had some of them stuck in my head pretty much all day.
I´m definitely going to watch it again. I saw a little of it this morning, but in Swedish and it´s never as good when it´s dubbed.
I think Demi Lovato has grown a lot and her singing voice has developed a lot. I wish I had a singing voice like hers. I think she is great. Nick Jonas has also grown a lot since the first movie. It´s been two years I think, and a lot can happen in two years, but I still wouldn´t think he is only 17. I think he looks older.
Kevin is doing a good job again, playing Jason. For some reason he is good as that kind of character. It´s the same in JONAS. I don´t know. He is just very good playing that funny stupid person.

Friday, September 3, 2010

No love for me

Since last time I was interested in a guy I´ve always thought that next time I fall for someone, it´s going to be someone who likes me too. But obviously you can`t decide that. It would be weird if you could decide who to fall in love with and who not to fall in love with. But I just want some luck, one time, that is all I ask for.
I haven´t seen the guy now for almosst 2 weeks. I saw him a little last week, and only one time, at a little distance this week, so I haven´t been able to talk to him. Just because I decided I would take a chance and ask him out. I haven´t even been able to talk to talk to the girl who is there painting, and see what she knew about him, just because I decided maybe I should try that, so at least he would know I was interested.
What should I do now? Request a song on the radio that he would probably not even listen to, and still not know how to contact me, if he would be interested in me.
Just forget it, give up and move on as fast as I can. Hopefully I will see him soon, but with my luck, or lack of luck, I will probably never see him again. Or it will take quite some time.
I feel like Tom. Like I don´t believe in love for me. I want to believe that there is someone for everyone, but I feel more like the one who is supposed to be without. I think I´ll stop believeing in love....
If there is a Faith or whatever, he/she is probablu up there somewhere, or wherever he/she is, thinking that I should be without love. I have a lot to give, but just because U really want someone, love and feel loved, I can´t get it...