Since last time I was interested in a guy I´ve always thought that next time I fall for someone, it´s going to be someone who likes me too. But obviously you can`t decide that. It would be weird if you could decide who to fall in love with and who not to fall in love with. But I just want some luck, one time, that is all I ask for.
I haven´t seen the guy now for almosst 2 weeks. I saw him a little last week, and only one time, at a little distance this week, so I haven´t been able to talk to him. Just because I decided I would take a chance and ask him out. I haven´t even been able to talk to talk to the girl who is there painting, and see what she knew about him, just because I decided maybe I should try that, so at least he would know I was interested.
What should I do now? Request a song on the radio that he would probably not even listen to, and still not know how to contact me, if he would be interested in me.
Just forget it, give up and move on as fast as I can. Hopefully I will see him soon, but with my luck, or lack of luck, I will probably never see him again. Or it will take quite some time.
I feel like Tom. Like I don´t believe in love for me. I want to believe that there is someone for everyone, but I feel more like the one who is supposed to be without. I think I´ll stop believeing in love....
If there is a Faith or whatever, he/she is probablu up there somewhere, or wherever he/she is, thinking that I should be without love. I have a lot to give, but just because U really want someone, love and feel loved, I can´t get it...
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