Well, at least not if you`re me.
I´ve been held back for so many years, but now that I actually want to try things and have the courage to, it´s like I can`t. I have a 9 month old dog, and I´ve wanted a dog for almost 7 years, from the time we had to put our other dog to sleep. Now I´m really happy that I got him.
But it´s like he is keeping me from doing things in a way. Since if I go somewhere, my parents have to take care of him. I have asked them, but I don´t want them to feel obligated.
I want to see if I can get an internship at one or two teen magazines, but I probably wont. Cause then they ahve to take care of him. The´ve kind of said that I should go if I want to, or my mom anyway. but at the same time they don´t want me to.
And I will pobably have to live on my savings from my summer job. But I think I can do that for a month or two. I just need a place to live. But they seem to think I will go there and then see if i can get an internshi. And that is not what I have planned. Of course I have to see if I can get an internship before I go, and if I have somewhere to live.
Am I being egoistic?
I´ve been waiting for so many things for so long. I don`t want to wait for things anymore.
But I probably will.
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